So today, i realized: Running away, weekend getaways, anything to escape is just pointless. You're only gone for a short time and in the end, you end up back where you started. Thats the thing with running or escaping for a while, you always have to come back. You may come back more refreshed, but all your problems will just hit you in the face. It's not like when you're away you don't think of what you're running from, what you can't handle. Well, atleast i know I always think of what made me leave. It might relax me for a moment to be somewhere else, it might even give me time to discover a solution. Bu in the end, you need to face whatever it is you were running from. There's just no way to permanently escape, when you're my age, anyway.