Friendships Falling Apart.

These last few weeks, i've been very upset and disheveled by all the chaotic pain that has occupied a part of my life that was once full of laughs and joy. It seems that many of my freindships are falling apart, and with those freindships, i lose a huge part of me. I love my freinds with my whole heart, I always have. Once i bond with someone, it is only in my most natural instinct to always have a part reserved for them in my heart and mind. Lately, everything is turned into an arguement with my closest friends. I don't know what has changed within the last few months that caused so much tension to build, but I'm willing to do what i can to save my friendships with them. But it seems they are unwilling to, and this hurts more than I can bare. Why would someone i've been freinds with for years not want to save our friendship? I just don't know anymore..